Udah bulan Mei lagi yah? Berarti ntar lagi bulan Juni donk. Ngelewatin wisuda lagi dah. Actually, I did seminar some weeks ago. But, the confusing is always in me. Baru kemaren nemuin lecturers again (demi ngejar penelitian+pendadaran). I told you last post, kan? Sapa yang mau jadi mahasiswi karatan (read: maba = mahasiswi abadi + belum nikah2 dengan umur yang mulai berkarat pula ini)? I DON'T WANT IT. But, Allah still loves me. So, Dia pengen aku lebih memahamin isi skripsi (positive thinking again). Coba bayangin deh: seandainya aja aku gak dikasih ujian kaya gini mana tau ntar aku jadi orang sukses? (positive thinking again n' again), trus dengan ditambah pusingnya kayak gini mungkin pas pendadaran ntar aku lebih mantap jawab dosen penguji. Trus, lulus dengan nilai yang cukup memuaskan. Trus, pulang dengan hati tenang. Trus, cari kerjaan. Trus, merid. Who knows?

Tapi, yaah tetep aja.. Manusia pasti pengen yang lancar2 doank jalannya. Supaya gak banyak beban, gak banyak pikiran, tapi rejeki lancar. But, damn! Kenapa aku juga pengen jalan yang kaya gitu yah? It's common lahh as human being in this world. Kenapa ada banyak temen yang jalannya lancar2 doank hadapin skripsi+dosen2, trus lancar juga dapat kerjaan? Sedangkan aku yang cantik jelita ini, bohay, pinter (ngibulin), cerdas, calon housewife yang baik hati+penyabar, rajin menabung etc ini agak terseok2 yah jalannya? *halaah (pembaca kena katarak sementara baca kalimat ini).

Pathetic thinker.

But, anyway I wanna say thanks a lot for ma' lecturer. She knows how confuse I am now. So, she helped me yesterday. But, the finale decision is I must change ma' method (again). It means, I have to change ma thesis (again), just a little bit like she said to me yesterday (in same dress, pink), in chapter 2 n' some others. Huft! I don't wanna blame her about it, but I wanna say thank you. Because of her, I will make it easier, a bit.

OK. Let's talk about others. Actually, I just change ma' netbook. She looks pretty ( I called 'she' because I just find the good name for her: Pupu). Have a look at these pictures!

Patient is the right choice for this time, again. Let's pray I can do the observation right away